
i laugh
with the noose
and the knife
oh, we laugh
together
hard
a heap of things underwhelming
by Neal

i laugh
with the noose
and the knife
oh, we laugh
together
hard
by Neal
by Neal

it is there in the thicket,
i know the roses dream.
there is a simplicity
buried there
that is not for me.
still, i imagine love to be something like
photosynthesis
and as i stroke your hair
in the dappled sunlight of these days,
i promise my rootless self
to continue holding on
by Neal

sometimes
it is hard to believe
that there could be
so much kindness
in one pair of eyes
by Neal

the street was full
of wolves
last night
famished packs
of sexually aggressive
perpetually frustrated
males
all teeth and eyes
howling
pacing
hunting
for a thrill
for a fuck
for a kill
for another kill
for one more kill
those starving bellies
clamoring
just one more kill
by Neal

Have you ever felt like you were disappearing?
by Neal

i can’t hear the music
anymore
i can’t hear
the dizzying mirth
of your laughter
mingling with mine
under distant stars
but i can see
the frost on the lawn
shining with moonlight
and i remember you
oh, i do
the minutes
the hours
the days
have crept away like thieves
in the night
still, i remember you
your laugh
your smile
your sighs
your gentle ways
the years have wrapped their rough hands
around my throat
still, i remember you,
i do